First time when i met you last year i had never realized that i would ever have a second thought of planning or considering you to be part of my life. Yes, it may sound strange/good/bad or i don't know what to say or comment for your feelings but yes your personality have been really impressive and influencing to me and may be it would be or not for other's also since you are gifted really well to express your thoughts so well in words. There might be innumerable people i might have met and experienced before in life and yet this is the first time i would realized that you have been so really attracted or may have given a strong impact of liking towards you than anyone else.
I might not know many but have spotted a few out of which one of the good quality about you is that you are very real, i don't know the perfect way of putting that statement but what i mean't here is that you have been never pretending or someone who you are not and have been yourself's always(being very natural). Besides, this the best quality i understand(have noticed so far) of you is your obedience to God. It has made me felt amazed to understand and see the way you believe on OUR Heavenly Father, the way you illustrate your love through different experience's or feelings you have gone/going through. I wish that we could have more people like you glorifying God using their gifted skills which have been really expressive to give a clear picture of what you have always tried to convey message.
Apologies but while using word expressive, it makes me thinks(of you) different aspects going on in my life, frankly yes i am referring here thoughts i go through many times regarding you like different ways of how should i approach you or may be impress you or grab an opportunity to speak/chat or meet you, in fact finding every possible excuses to receive/create a chance to spend time with you. You would believe it or not but yes your every message/talk or chat would been really effective and impacted to my given situation at that point of time, your every conversation would have doubled(or may be more than that) my mind to work,increase speed of breath etc. It may sound bit filmy though it is true fact i have experienced, I don't know what should i term this feelings as "like" or "love" or may be just an "attraction". Probably, i believe the comings days would have more clarity(assuming to have based on more opportunities) to get along with you and express myself.
Nevertheless of what i feel for you, wont be of any worth unless it is granted by YOU(God), and hence each day i request you to be part of my life with God. Yes, i know that for God everything is possible and if HE wishes i will have you in my life not even you, yourself would be able to avoid me if God grants you to me. My God knows my heart, the amount of feelings i am going through, various reasons why i like you, why i want to be with you as a life partner. Hence i have set my eyes on God, waiting for miracles to take place in my life for the request i have made which is "you".
YOU(God) are most significant to me than any one else and YOU know my heart better than what i can explain in my words, so i would respect your ultimate plan for my life, not only in area related to my life partner but be it anything. I am really thankful to YOU for everything.
I simply want to say and end up here that I strongly believe that in God two people can become one if the intention is aimed to glorify God and i leave it up to YOU(God) for my request.
God bless you(my dear)
Love you in Christ !
Joy
